bones sinking like stones.

it really is. if you don't believe me, ask the big cockroach i accidentally knocked over while it was scurrying across the kitchen as i was heading out of the toilet moments ago. there i was feeling hot and hay-feverish, and that mr.C had to stand in my way. luckily only my sole brushed past his soft-yet-firm top/body. unfortunately, the next time was that he was on the floor on his back. and for a minute and a half, he/it was struggling to turn over. after that, it stopped and let fate decide his fate. i didnt want to help, coz if i did, who knows what mr.C would do to me.. Hug or a hand shake with a its feelers?

anyway. as i was saying. i cant believe it really. even though there are many things in life i cant believe (like why wasnt i born into a rich family who feeds their pets US$150 steak.) and now, ive got what i want. after weeks of complaining to ppl ard me, it happened moments ago. yet barely an hour later, i long for everything else to be the way it was. why cant i just make up my mind and stick to it? why wasnt i just an arsehole and make her so angry that there was no other options but to split? remember the saying..
Desire makes everything blossom, possesion makes everything wither and fade.

my plans to migrate to france with her crashed after both the engines stopped working.

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