weather the weather II
guess what? the freakking weather is getting to me again. ive been having a stiff neck since the chalet after needing to wrestle a pillow as there was 4 pillows and 4monkeys and a guy(me). i had a pillow in the end, but i woke up with a stiff neck, and it came back last night.
ANYYWAY. im feeling hot again. as in, my body temp's upping against the room temp. i just cleaned my room, only because im worried my room condition might deteriorate my condition. its clean now.
and it looks wayy cooler with my new cd-cum-book rack beside my com desk and one directors chair at the top of my bed, i only need a small table to complete the whole set up.
ok la, recent events involving a third, fourth and fifth party has preoccupied my thoughts wih her. its almost four months since we broke up and im still longing for her. i am so pathetic i say.. but even if she also feels the same; note, this is just an IF, and im being very hopeful, there's no way for me to know. since its been some time since we talked (which wasnt very long ago. haha) and honestly, i think both of us are just simply too , ok for me im more of a coward, while id say she'd be too proud to admit anything.
i loathe for the day i stop hanging on for dear life/live. i cant decide which to use really.
im gonna sleep over it.
ANYYWAY. im feeling hot again. as in, my body temp's upping against the room temp. i just cleaned my room, only because im worried my room condition might deteriorate my condition. its clean now.
and it looks wayy cooler with my new cd-cum-book rack beside my com desk and one directors chair at the top of my bed, i only need a small table to complete the whole set up.
ok la, recent events involving a third, fourth and fifth party has preoccupied my thoughts wih her. its almost four months since we broke up and im still longing for her. i am so pathetic i say.. but even if she also feels the same; note, this is just an IF, and im being very hopeful, there's no way for me to know. since its been some time since we talked (which wasnt very long ago. haha) and honestly, i think both of us are just simply too , ok for me im more of a coward, while id say she'd be too proud to admit anything.
i loathe for the day i stop hanging on for dear life/live. i cant decide which to use really.
im gonna sleep over it.
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on Monday, March 28, 2005 at 1:54 am.
