polaroids.
i've lost whatever passion or desire or whatever other synonyms you can find, for this course also. also because danial wrote about it 1st. i feel like really screwing the marketing project and just run away. but then i wont be able to live in that house along the bus 61 route towards h.village if i screw the marketing project. i also feel like just giving shaun whatever text we have for the website and ask him to shrink it himself since he went through Olevels summary. a big part of me is laughing at myself saying i should have gone over to fsv instead. and then i'll be doing work with ppl like faried and marcus and their vulgar friend. but you'll never know the people you'll end up with also. haha. so tempting to name names. but it'll be social suicide(or whatever it was again).
one reason i've lost interest is mainly because i know i'll never do well in any particular subject this year(or maybe next academic year, and the following). and that sucks. because. well, it sucks.
i never knew my neighbour had an organ.
but i reason with myself saying that i'll never know if i'll be the same(ie, not scoring) if i jump ship over to fsv. sigh. i just want school to freakking end. enjoy my holidays. get on with year two and start anew. im realllllllly hoping the ghetto people will be in the same class next year. then we can do work at kaffe cha at loyang point and see danial cursing at me and then keeping quiet after realising im right, again. then again, he's never quiet.
i've forgotten 80% of my exam pieces. and i blame that on school. i blame alot of things on school. i also blame my mum today. because on the days i choose not to buy food. she's out buying i dont know what. and then later when i make myself dinner, she'll walk in with packets of food while im eating crap food infront of the tv. and that is why im writing this now, instead of doing my stupid website and starting for flash project. because i have no food and i am grumpy.
one reason i've lost interest is mainly because i know i'll never do well in any particular subject this year(or maybe next academic year, and the following). and that sucks. because. well, it sucks.
i never knew my neighbour had an organ.
but i reason with myself saying that i'll never know if i'll be the same(ie, not scoring) if i jump ship over to fsv. sigh. i just want school to freakking end. enjoy my holidays. get on with year two and start anew. im realllllllly hoping the ghetto people will be in the same class next year. then we can do work at kaffe cha at loyang point and see danial cursing at me and then keeping quiet after realising im right, again. then again, he's never quiet.
i've forgotten 80% of my exam pieces. and i blame that on school. i blame alot of things on school. i also blame my mum today. because on the days i choose not to buy food. she's out buying i dont know what. and then later when i make myself dinner, she'll walk in with packets of food while im eating crap food infront of the tv. and that is why im writing this now, instead of doing my stupid website and starting for flash project. because i have no food and i am grumpy.
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01 February, 2006 22:16.heyy man, cheer up! Just a little over two weeks more to break.
Kaffe cha is a mucho cool place. I remember going there for valentines day with all my single friends in secondary sch.
02 February, 2006 00:20.
Eh Kaffa Cha..Ghetto : Smoke Ass's Crib dogg . .
Dun worry dude..we are all suffering..its the choices u make now that people's gonna judge...hang on there..
02 February, 2006 09:58.
then why nvr go fsv?
02 February, 2006 10:12.
nonsense la u.. emo.. its seriously time to get off ure moping butt andget to work. if not now then when
02 February, 2006 10:16.
ANNYANG!
HUG :) we'll survive horny bastard. don't worry.
(hahas this is so cliche!!! this shit sucking the bloody creativity out of me. hahahahs.)
02 February, 2006 10:21.
Now's not the time to regret, but to make the best of the situation!
Once the semester ends, think CAREFULLY on whether you might want to transfer if you really think MCM isn't the place for you, and FSV is.
In the meantime, cheeryup!
And let's get this sem over and done withhhh!!!!!!
-CrazyBitch1 ;)
02 February, 2006 10:38.
haha, strangely, thinking time just keeps bowling you over at the worst times.
Ahh, just do your thing. We're all here for you.
02 February, 2006 10:54.
"but then i wont be able to live in that house along the bus 61 route towards h.village"
that made me chuckle,because i like that route of sprawling mansions too.
who knows,maybe we'll be neighbours one day :) 'cept there's no way in hell i'd own an organ.
02 February, 2006 11:27.
hahahha. what?! you guys got me wrong la. big time.
its more of fed up with.. myself and work? aiyoooo. i just made myself look like those people asking for pitance from others.
at least i got some responses. haha. :)
02 February, 2006 11:41.
oh. i am not depressed ok. far from it.
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